Shy & Quiet.....

........... when I was a young boy, I used to be Shy & Quiet. I mean, I was so scared to do or say anything. People used to pick on me in school (if my brothers weren't around lol). I used to sit alone at lunch. I never really used to fit in anywhere. My life basically consisted of school, helping out my mom (the best way I could... cleaning, going to the store with her, and so on), and my bed room. I lived in a fantasy world once I put on my earphones. I would imagine me being a model/actor when I grew up (sorta like Precious used to do, in that movie lol). I always wanted to know how it felt to have people like me, and just be nice to me for once...............................





............... but NOW! Hmph I don't give a hell what anybody thinks lol. Quiet???....I talk so much now that it drives people crazy lol. I'm far from Shy now. I wish a mutherf&*ker would pick on my today lol. They would be picking up all their teeth, and gums (if I can knocked them out too LMAO) off the ground, along with their snatched out eyes hahahahahaha! OMG, my personality has changed sooo much. I don't bite my tongue for anyone (as much as I used to bite it, I shouldn't even have one lol)! I might not be a model (too short ) or actor now (which I really wanted to be) but I am content with who I am now. I love my Cosmetology/Makeup/& Photography (even though this is not my primary job YET!!!). Life has taught me so many lessons so far. All I know is that cute, shy & quiet little boy above is gone. Now.... I'm a grown ass man (lol). I used to hate being gay. I used to hate having a big head (lol). I used to hate being a little thicker than others. A little shorter than others. But now I embrace it all, and use it to my advantaged. This is me! I love Me, and wouldn't change anything about who I am, and what I've ever been through, to get to this point in my life where I am. So the point of this blog is to say, NEVER LET WHO U USED TO BE GET IN THE WAY OF WHO YOU CAN BECOME OR WHO YOU ARE BECOMING NOW!

I would like to thank my Mom for being my hero. She may not know this, but she is. She made me who I am today with the blessings and guidance of GOD, because he is able, and I trust & believe in him.