Goodbye Old Apartment

The reason I'm saying goodbye to my old apartment, and writing a blog about it is, this place share some sorta sentimental value to me. Today I turned in my keys, and said my final goodbye. It was my very 1st place I lived in alone for a entire year and some months. I remember the 1st day I walked in this place, I was like God what am I doing? I hope I can do this lol. This place was were I sorta started healing and finding my own way in this wicked world. It was like being in rehab. It made me stronger. I couldn't run to the next room to talk to anyone like I was used to. When I was sick I had to get up, and get my own stuff and what not. People said at one point I was kinda spoiled, and being there taught me, maybe I was just a tab lol. This place holds so many memories. Good & bad, but I've learned alot of lessons, and I think it has prepared me for my next journey in this thing we call life. I remember going into this apartment, I said to myself I will continue my journey, even if I have to alone. And that's how I truly felt, ALONE. I was hurting about so many things from death, lost of friends, and not understanding why I was even here on this earth at times. But when I look around this time everyone is here that's supposed to be, and I'm so grateful. I took all I need in from this place. Like I mention before, living there alone has taught me so much about things, and also about myself. Now it's time to move on, and I'm so happy to be living, and room mating with my best friend, AGAIN... oh lord lol. It's where I'm supposed to be, so I'm at peace with leaving. So goodbye old apartment. It's time for a new start! ;)

My old room (hmmm so many memories... sike naw lol...not those kind, well maybe lmao)

Special thanks goes out to my other best friend Derrick for helping me move all this mess lol. look @ him tryin' to lift that bad. Ain't he cute lol. My other friend Sean was willing to help too, but Me and Derrick took care of it all.