Sometimes You Lose Yourself..................

......... A year ago I would have never thought I'd would be without my ex or make it in this world without him. It's been almost 6 months now, and I think it's safe to say I'm finally getting back to myself. Alot of people don't understand this, but when you break up with someone after 2 years, it's a hard thing to bounce back from. I felt like a zombie for a while. I didn't want to be bothered. When I did hang out with someone it was cool, but that never went well, because everyone wanted what I didn't at that point. So I cut the world off, and stayed to myself. I never let people see me crack, but inside I was broken. Torn to pieces. I had stopped doing the things I used to love to do. I Stop going to the gym. Stop blogging. Almost wanted to stop photography for a while. I just wasn't me. I didn't feel like me. So I took some time to get myself together, and I think I've found me again. Starting today, I will continue to do better by myself, for myself! I will surround myself around positive folks, and REAL friends. It's safe for me to say I'm over this situation now. In life we win some & lose some. One day, someday, someone will win my heart again, but until then, there is no rush. "Sometimes you lose yourself" while going through rough times, but a b**** is BACK... to doing me... like I used too!