I was debating if I even wanted to this blog entry. But I decided to do it anyway. As many of you may or may not know, I was in a almost 2 year relationship that ended about a month, and a half ago. And lately I've been going through the motions, and so on. But this blog entry is not so much about my breakup, it's about how I'm starting to feel about guys latching on to me so fast afterwards. Like I don't mind going out here, and there, hanging with folks or whatever, but what's becoming very irritating is people, not giving me my space or room to breathe. It's like as soon as I was listed as single, things started getting out of hand and crazy! I mean people getting mad because I don't reply to them as promptly, as they think I should. Or they think I'm stuck up because I won't go out with them, and so on. And I'm like, what part of me just breaking up with someone folks just don't get! Right now I can't even imagine jumping into another relationship with anyone! I really want to take time to myself. I want to heal, and get to a place where I'm ready to move forward. Plus I hate men right now, so it's not a great time to try to wine & dine me lmao. I'm totally enjoying my space, and I don't want it invaded with fake promises, lies, and fantasies of how I'm the one for you. It's going to be a LONG while before Deonte` sees himself with anyone. I'm going to focus more on my career, and other important things in my life now. If love finds me in the middle of all that, then fine. But it will take a powerful man to make me think about ever falling in love again. And what I mean by that is, he would truly have to pierce through this bulletproof coating surrounding my heart. I just need some Me time, and as of now, I'm shut down for repairs.