Thursday, December 17, 2009
Drawing the Line!
Lately I've been feeling some people have really been stepping out of their boundaries with me. Some folks have really taken there position in my life for granted. I'm a very big on respect. And if I start to feel you lack it with me, I will indefinitely dismiss you! I have always been a hard person to get really close to. And when I allow you to come in my space it means I've let down my guards for you to do so. I never really talk to anyone about my problems or what I've been through or gone through unless I truly truly trust you. So when I open up to someone I trust about something, and they continuously shoot me down for wanting to believe, and hoping for the best, becomes a major issue. Now when I say shoot me down, I don't mean it like it sounds. I'm just saying I hate when a person always have to find the negativity in something I hope and believe in. Sometime all a person needs is for you to shut the f*&k up and listen or encourage them. Last year was one of the worst years of my life, but I've progressed and made it through. Still trying. But the last thing I need is more people trying to bring me down. Yes some of you may have been here for me when I was going through stuff, but at times like this, it makes me wonder what your motives really were. Now that things has gotten better or getting better, you don't wanna give the same support. Well this is what I say to that. The hell with you! At this point in my life Im drawing the line with some folks, and I DARE them to cross it! They used to say I could be so mean back in the day, well know this... I may have changed a lot, but don't get it twisted! I will still let you have it if I have too. So know your place or I will gladly put you in it! Listen up people if you have a dream or believe in something, don't allow folks to shoot it down. Keep shooting for the stars, and I will see you all at the top!