It's funny how you can know people for years and seem to really not know them @ all. Or maybe its, you do know them, but try to look pass certain things I guess, I don't really know. But what I do know is, I won't allow people to disrespect me or try to sabotage my happiness, and growth in the man I'm becoming. I have really changed since my younger years, and like anyone else I've had my struggles & lessons to learn. So when someone I truly care about tries to hurt me, and try to make life difficult for me I can only wonder why?? It hurts to know you've tried your best to be all you can to someone, and they turn their backs on you as if your a stranger for no apparent reason you can think of. You even try to talk things out by continuously asking them what's going on, and they give no explanation. But I also know that I can't make someone do something they don't wanna do, so if it makes others feel good to TRY and bring me down then fine. Ive learned that you are responsible for your own happiness, and that's what I will continue focusing on. I can't worry about everyone else, and their troubles. Yes I can open my heart & lend a helping hand to folks, but if they don't take it all you can do is keep it movin'. So I'm a little bruised about a few current situations going on in my life right now. But I won't let it break me. Only because I'm a stronger person now, and life has taught me a lot. So to my so called friends... yeah I love you, probably always will. But Deonte` is on a new spaceship now, and when your ready to upgrade, try to catch up, because I'm on a mission. Too bad you couldn't continue this journey with me... wish you the best! Because I will never stop being who I am or happy to please anyone....... at least not anymore!
SONG OF THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8 comments:
if a "friend" does something deliberately to hurt you then they weren't never really your friend to begin with.....stay strong and focused and that will eventually realized that they messed up
[jei.lamar]: yes buddy they always do! ;)
PREACH!!!!
i had to figure this out as well, do you and if they don't like how you doing you then f-em!
Sexxy luv: lmao... right right! ;)
Tell them muthafucka's to kick rocks. I'll come back with something more profound later, but I needed to drop a dime!
Acoustic soul: LMAO...... boy u a trip! ((HUGS))
I'm back . . . . .You of all people should know you have to live for self. You should depend on nobody other than yourself to make you happy. When the people that surround you jeopordizes that happiness, cut them off at the knees. No looking back. I know because these have been folks that have been permanent fixtures in your life for a while, but the end result will be well worth it.
Get happy!
Acoustic Soul: I totally agree with u. And no one is saying here, to deepend on folks for happiness, but if u loss friends, u just like anyone else will be upset or hurt by this. So it's easy looking from the outside in saying what you said, but at the same time it still hurts to just walk away or loss people u love, even if you have to. That's what im doing here, even tho it's still not that easy. Thank 4 your comment.
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